"When it hurts so bad, why's it feel so good?"

"You dont keep doing things that dont work, if you want to progress" -Alisa Valdes-Rodriguez

It is hard pretending that everything is alright. It is even harder wanting to believe that everything is alright and really genuinely wanting it to be that way. "What you want might make you cry, what you need might pass you by, if you dont catch it..." This is all about choices.

Friday night was fun as hell, it ended with a little bit of drama, but other than that it was so random and drunk and hilarious. I really love my friends and how much fun we can have. Its like we are in our own world where nothing and no one else matters. I love living like that. We are just so unrestricted and free and it just feels so damn good. And this is the only time we'll ever be able to live like this. I'll be sad when its all over.

Im feeling really thoughtful right now. Im neglecting some decision making and I've been neglecting it for a while now. I feel a discussion needs to take place with some key people in my life. Something is about to happen, and I dont know what it is.