"In 1982 your dad had 4 pennies"
Why settle for something less than what you ideally want and completely deserve?
I really dont know how to answer that. I guess my best excuse is that a lot of the time you cant get exactly what you want, and something is always better than nothing...sometimes...right?? Does that make sense??
Talked to him last night before bed and realized that I am making a big deal out of nothing, which i often tend to do. So as of now I am just lettin things be what they will be. No expectations, assumptions, or boundaries have been set, which makes it almost impossible to know what will happen both now and in the Fall. All that matters is that I've got my best buddy back and I am more than happy for that!
Yesterday ended with a freakin present from Jesus as I have come to discover that there is a DENNY'S in the district of lame! Why have I been in this city for almost 3 years and never known of this magical denny's?! I'm so happy to finally know it exists!! My life is almost complete now! yay!
This entry is getting more random by the second...
Had lunch with Brittne today and I was shocked with the worst realization ever. I was sitting in the middle of subway ready to cry and the only thing that stopped me was the fact that subway was packed and I didnt want to look like an idiot. What if nothing changes? What if things stay at a plaguing stand still? The millions of "what if's" just flowed from my brain and didnt stop. I really feel like Im being pushed to a point where I am seriously going to be over it ALL. Issues keep popping up, decisions keep needing to be made, I keep having to think about menial shit that, right now, seems as if my future depends upon it (its really all bullshit). It is really hard for me to give up my control, and now I see why. I feel like I am being pulled in million different directions. I really need some control. FG's dont do this shit.
I try hard to think a certain way, but my mind tends to wander...
On a less FG driven note and more to the tune of a Sassy Sassanova beat: "OMG" pretty much sums up the events of Tuesday evening :-D
I really dont know how to answer that. I guess my best excuse is that a lot of the time you cant get exactly what you want, and something is always better than nothing...sometimes...right?? Does that make sense??
Talked to him last night before bed and realized that I am making a big deal out of nothing, which i often tend to do. So as of now I am just lettin things be what they will be. No expectations, assumptions, or boundaries have been set, which makes it almost impossible to know what will happen both now and in the Fall. All that matters is that I've got my best buddy back and I am more than happy for that!
Yesterday ended with a freakin present from Jesus as I have come to discover that there is a DENNY'S in the district of lame! Why have I been in this city for almost 3 years and never known of this magical denny's?! I'm so happy to finally know it exists!! My life is almost complete now! yay!
This entry is getting more random by the second...
Had lunch with Brittne today and I was shocked with the worst realization ever. I was sitting in the middle of subway ready to cry and the only thing that stopped me was the fact that subway was packed and I didnt want to look like an idiot. What if nothing changes? What if things stay at a plaguing stand still? The millions of "what if's" just flowed from my brain and didnt stop. I really feel like Im being pushed to a point where I am seriously going to be over it ALL. Issues keep popping up, decisions keep needing to be made, I keep having to think about menial shit that, right now, seems as if my future depends upon it (its really all bullshit). It is really hard for me to give up my control, and now I see why. I feel like I am being pulled in million different directions. I really need some control. FG's dont do this shit.
I try hard to think a certain way, but my mind tends to wander...
On a less FG driven note and more to the tune of a Sassy Sassanova beat: "OMG" pretty much sums up the events of Tuesday evening :-D
posted by Accidental_Diva @ 11:41 AM
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