"A love song for no one"
Homecoming 2006 has come and has gone. It was fun while it lasted. The fashion show ended up being great! The overall opinion of it was really positive and im so glad I was a part of it. Im incredibly proud of Yas because her vision really ended up translating into something great. Im kind of sad to see it all end. The rest of the weekend was pretty good too. Friday night was that SHIT!! We had a ridiculous time at FUR...def a memorable club moment. Sat night ended up bein the L, cuz after the stepshow FUR's line was retarded long and we werent pressed enough to wait, so our nght ended kinda early. I'd say overall this homecoming was pretty good. I cant really complain. I was thrilled to have mommy here!! It made me so happy that she could come! We didnt get to spend too much time together, but the short time we did share was fun and i was happy to have her. I heart my mommy.
Now that homecoming is over, i need to take a social hiatus and get my life together. I need to dedicate myself more to my studies and chill out on this constant desire to be social and hang out all the time. I think now that the fashin show is over I'll have a lot more time to dedicate to school work, so staying on track wont be soo difficult. I really need to get it together though, because it is starting to take a toll on my scholastic career.
Aside from my academic life being in shambles, my personal life is close to shambles as well. Actually, I cant really say its in shambles, its just not to my liking though there isnt a lot i can do to change it. The tears have slowly come to a halt. He still crosses my mind daily, but im starting to become more in control of my emotions and I think thats a good sign that im getting over it all. Of course, there are the times when i just get overwhelmed with memories and thoughts of him and I cant help but cry, but other than that things have been ok. He called to congratulate me on the fashion show, which was unexpected but still appreciated. I saw him on tuesday and hugged him...i dont know why...and as soon as i turned to walk away the tears started falling. So sometimes things are fine and sometimes they are not. I think the biggest problem is the void that he left and Im lacking someone/something to fill it. The fashion show did an okay job of doing so, but now that its over what do i have?
On that contemplative note, im out. goodnight.
Now that homecoming is over, i need to take a social hiatus and get my life together. I need to dedicate myself more to my studies and chill out on this constant desire to be social and hang out all the time. I think now that the fashin show is over I'll have a lot more time to dedicate to school work, so staying on track wont be soo difficult. I really need to get it together though, because it is starting to take a toll on my scholastic career.
Aside from my academic life being in shambles, my personal life is close to shambles as well. Actually, I cant really say its in shambles, its just not to my liking though there isnt a lot i can do to change it. The tears have slowly come to a halt. He still crosses my mind daily, but im starting to become more in control of my emotions and I think thats a good sign that im getting over it all. Of course, there are the times when i just get overwhelmed with memories and thoughts of him and I cant help but cry, but other than that things have been ok. He called to congratulate me on the fashion show, which was unexpected but still appreciated. I saw him on tuesday and hugged him...i dont know why...and as soon as i turned to walk away the tears started falling. So sometimes things are fine and sometimes they are not. I think the biggest problem is the void that he left and Im lacking someone/something to fill it. The fashion show did an okay job of doing so, but now that its over what do i have?
On that contemplative note, im out. goodnight.
posted by Accidental_Diva @ 10:30 PM
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